What a life!

Wow what a life i have.
I am now learning that on some things you need to wait and see what God does with it. wow i so need this to sink in.
I can believe i am going to be in colleges soon. so crazy.
so this has been a pointless blog about life.
TTYL for now.

Long time

Hey all it has been a long time.
Ok so this is not going to be like me but i have been thinking about this a lot.
Why do i all ways like the guys i know i can't have?
I don't know why i do it to myself. Does any one know why?
I know i need to put my forces on God and i am trying to do that.
Wow i think i need to see the Good this in my life right now. Can any one help?
OK i am done with this sad post i hope a more happy one will come soon.
Ttly for now.

New

Ok so i am going to put up a verse of the weak then at the end of that weak i will tell you all what it means to me or something like that.
Ok here go this weaks verse is
Hebrews 12:14-17 (The Message)
14-17Work at getting along with each other and with God. Otherwise you'll never get so much as a glimpse of God. Make sure no one gets left out of God's generosity. Keep a sharp eye out for weeds of bitter discontent. A thistle or two gone to seed can ruin a whole garden in no time. Watch out for the Esau syndrome: trading away God's lifelong gift in order to satisfy a short-term appetite. You well know how Esau later regretted that impulsive act and wanted God's blessing—but by then it was too late, tears or no tears.

Hebrews 12:14-17 (New King James Version)
14 Pursue peace with all people, and holiness, without which no one will see the Lord:
15 looking carefully lest anyone fall short of the grace of God; lest any root of bitterness springing up cause trouble, and by this many become defiled;
16 lest there be any fornicator or profane person like Esau, who for one morsel of food sold his birthright.
17 For you know that afterward, when he wanted to inherit the blessing, he was rejected, for he found no place for repentance, though he sought it diligently with tears.

crap!

OK so a lot of crap has been happen to me in the last like month.
Well you all know I got a job it is ok but the most I have worked in a weak was 10 hours 2 day. Kinder sad.
And some of you may not know that my aunt was in a car acted 2 weak ago she did not make it sp we went up last weekend for the other stuff that come after some one dies. But in all this I found out I have some relay good friends thanks you know who you are.
OK so I feel like I am behind all the people that are my age like they are in colleges have good job or just have it all together I fell like I am so behind them I know I am not supposed to compare to people but I just can’t help it.
Ok I am done with this sad post hope to put a hipper one up soon.
ttyl for now.

Job

Hey all big news I got a JOB :) i now work at iparty. It is cool. if any of you is looking for a job let me know that want more people.
well there is nothing elsh new in my life so ttyl for now.

time

Ok so i have not blogs in a long time the maine reason was i just did not have any thing to blog about well now i do lol.

OK so this awesome summer is almost over :( but it is so wired for me because of the who being done with school.  I have to say i am happy about that and not at the some time you see all thought school i was like i can't wait till i am done with this but now i find myself missing it. IT is so wired. well i am going to colleges next year so now it is time to look for a job that is not going so well. But i know in God time i will get one the right one for me so till then i am just applying every where and asking God if it is the right one let me get it. So if you know of any good jobs pleas let me know. 

Oh i am reading this good book it is called stormbreaker any one hear of it?

Well that is all for now TTLY.

weak end away.

So i just had like the best weakend!!!!
Matt, Kare, chelsea, and I went to Laura house and it was awsome!!!
If you are redding this thank you Laura for having us :) Love you.
So we had a lot of fun but not so much the groupies attack lol.
So i was sad on the way home because the fun was over :( Then i got home and guess what was here?




OK well i will tell you my soulfest ticket :) so the fun is over for this weakend but soulfest is going to be totle awsome :) I can't wait but at the same time i am sad that karen can't go i will miss you if you are reeding this karen, but you rock.

Well that is all for now.
TTYL for now.

SoulFest

Hey i am going to SoulFest '08 I just won multi-day ticket to it.
I can't belive it the 1st day i try I won.
No all i need is to get a job and my summer will be good so if you know of any place who is looking for help let me know.
Ok that is all for now
TTYL for now

riddle

Ok so i know i have not put up a post in a long time sorry about that.
I have a riddle for you all.
You're in a box, and there is only one way to get out of it. There are no windows or doors, and you can not get out through physical means. In the box, there is a baseball bat, and a baseball. How do you get out?

Let me know if you have a guess and i will tell you if you are right oh and you can't look it up online.

Well that is all for now more to come latter.
TTLY for now

wow

Ok so i have not put up a post in a long time sorry about that.
Ok so my gradation in 4 days can you say can't belive it !
So i have been doen with school for like 2 weaks and i have been tring to find stuff to do so not to much to talk about.
SO back to the gradation thing i so hope i dont trip walking down i so can't wait i think i am in sock i still can't belive that i am done with school till college.
Well i can't think of any things elsh so ttyl for now.

kinder sad

ok so i am not going to florida. juts thought you would want to know that.

so yah any one want to do something this weakened?

Guys

OK so today i got to be one of the guys for like 3 hours
I went to the mall with Matt and peps it was pretty fun.
OK so on to part of what i got out of church last night.
God is the only man i need right now in my life i don't need a boyfriend God is all the man i need.
God showed me that last night at church so i just thought i would tell you all that.

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Well as all you can tell i am home.
The weekend went well i had more fun then i thought i would have.
So yeah i might tell you more about it latter but that is it for now.

Oh so guess what i did today. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

You got it yet ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ?

Well i will just tell you i made a facebook so yeah i need someones help i don't really know how to used it or any thing so if any one can help pleas do.

well TTYL for now.

away

Hey i am going away for the weakened. so i am not going to be back till like 4 days :( i am going to miss you all. But it should be fun. (i hope)
So yeah if you want to know i am going camping with nj and some people. then meeting the family and grandparents on Sunday and staying till Monday night ish. So yeah this is my fun filled weakend lol.
Well live some love or something for when i get back.
oh i am living tonight at 6.
TTYL for now

so cool part 2

Ok so i am going down to Florida on may 23-26 or 27 it should be really fun i can't Waite. :) but i am going to miss you all so much but i will bring back pics of everything :) ok well this is a really short post but that is all i want to say if any of you all have any thing you want to ask me or any thing i am here lol
TTYL for now

Ok so it has come time to vent

I just don’t know where to start well, I thought I had it all together but I guess I was just fooling myself and every one else to because it seems like nothing it right any more I don’t know where I am going to colleges or where I am going to work to get money for colleges or any of that I just don’t know and I am sick of people asking me where i am going and all that, I know they are just trying to be nice and all but it is getting old fast. Because I don’t know what to say where they ask so I feel so stupid like 3 years ago I was think about what I am going to do after I get out of high school I thought of taking a year off to get money for school but I never thought of where to work or where I was going to go to colleges. I just wish I could stop time to just get it all in order. It is just all happen so fast it is like where did the time go?
Yeah so I miss the old days when I could let everything just roll off me and not get to me it seems like now every thing that I used to be able to do that with is getting under my skin it makes me mad then I feel bad because I used to not get mad. Man I think I am stressed and like a year ago I never got stressed it just all piss me off so much. (Sorry could not think off better way to put that.)
Ok this is going to sound vain but I just looked at my face and I thing I have stressed breakouts man I like never get breakouts.
But on a happier not I got to see Laura tonight .
Oh and I beat Ben at a game of golf today I have never done that.
Well sorry about this boarding post but I just had to get it out.
Oh and if any of this is spelled wrong sorry is it 12:00 am
TTYL for now.

go

You know how like every thing is go green? well i was thinking about that the other day for us Christians it should be go God you get it? oh so you know how i have fish? well yesterday i was looking at them and i saw one kill the other one it was not cool at all i was so mad i liked the one that got killed so now i don't know what to do with the other one i don't want it to kill the rest of them what should i do? i just don't know. well i got to go.
TTYL for now.

so cool

Ok so I might be going to Florida sometime soon with my uncle and his family. And if I do go it will be my 1st time on an airplane my 1st time in Florida and my 1st time playing golf on and really golf course. It is going to be so awesome so a lot of 1sts lol. Oh and it will be my 1st time on a really Vacation. So pleas pray that if God wants it to happen that it will :)
So yeah that is all for now when I know more I will let you all know lol I am off to bed.
TTYL for now. (*)>

excited, nervous ,happy and sad.

Ok so I have been thinking about gradation a lot. I am excited, nerves ,happy and sad all at the same time about it.
So I am excited that I will be done with school, Nerves about the future, happy for the future, and sad that my childhood will be over.
So yeah I don’t really know what to think about gradation. And it is only like 2 mounts away. I can’t believe it man I am going to be a real adult soon it is so unreal to me.
Ok so on another note I have this rash like thing on my right hand but I don’t know how I got it or any thing it is really wired oh and it is only in one sport on my hand . But don’t worry if you touch me you won’t get it. So yeah I thought you all would want to know that lol.
Yeah so that is what i have been thinking about.
Well I am going to go now before I Wright something stupid or something like that lol.
TTYL for now

Tae Kwon Do

So tonight we had the Tae Kwon Do class and we got our uniforms so cool we look like a really class now :)
And they got pads that we can hit so I got to him matt a lot tonight so much fun lol :) the pads are so cool one of the teachers holds them up and you get to hit it as hard as you can I think I shock matt when I punch the 1st time J I am so hyper from it so weird you think I would be tired but no hyper. So yah I can’t wait for next class :)
So yah that was the cool part of my day. TTYL for now.