I just don’t know where to start well, I thought I had it all together but I guess I was just fooling myself and every one else to because it seems like nothing it right any more I don’t know where I am going to colleges or where I am going to work to get money for colleges or any of that I just don’t know and I am sick of people asking me where i am going and all that, I know they are just trying to be nice and all but it is getting old fast. Because I don’t know what to say where they ask so I feel so stupid like 3 years ago I was think about what I am going to do after I get out of high school I thought of taking a year off to get money for school but I never thought of where to work or where I was going to go to colleges. I just wish I could stop time to just get it all in order. It is just all happen so fast it is like where did the time go?
Yeah so I miss the old days when I could let everything just roll off me and not get to me it seems like now every thing that I used to be able to do that with is getting under my skin it makes me mad then I feel bad because I used to not get mad. Man I think I am stressed and like a year ago I never got stressed it just all piss me off so much. (Sorry could not think off better way to put that.)
Ok this is going to sound vain but I just looked at my face and I thing I have stressed breakouts man I like never get breakouts.
But on a happier not I got to see Laura tonight .
Oh and I beat Ben at a game of golf today I have never done that.
Well sorry about this boarding post but I just had to get it out.
Oh and if any of this is spelled wrong sorry is it 12:00 am
TTYL for now.
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Meesh, the first and most important lesson you need to learn is to hold on to what you got. Don't let stress get you down, remember to let it roll off your shoulders, and when you feel like you can't anymore, remember you have friends that are always behind you! We are here for you, no matter what.
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