away

Hey i am going away for the weakened. so i am not going to be back till like 4 days :( i am going to miss you all. But it should be fun. (i hope)
So yeah if you want to know i am going camping with nj and some people. then meeting the family and grandparents on Sunday and staying till Monday night ish. So yeah this is my fun filled weakend lol.
Well live some love or something for when i get back.
oh i am living tonight at 6.
TTYL for now

so cool part 2

Ok so i am going down to Florida on may 23-26 or 27 it should be really fun i can't Waite. :) but i am going to miss you all so much but i will bring back pics of everything :) ok well this is a really short post but that is all i want to say if any of you all have any thing you want to ask me or any thing i am here lol
TTYL for now

Ok so it has come time to vent

I just don’t know where to start well, I thought I had it all together but I guess I was just fooling myself and every one else to because it seems like nothing it right any more I don’t know where I am going to colleges or where I am going to work to get money for colleges or any of that I just don’t know and I am sick of people asking me where i am going and all that, I know they are just trying to be nice and all but it is getting old fast. Because I don’t know what to say where they ask so I feel so stupid like 3 years ago I was think about what I am going to do after I get out of high school I thought of taking a year off to get money for school but I never thought of where to work or where I was going to go to colleges. I just wish I could stop time to just get it all in order. It is just all happen so fast it is like where did the time go?
Yeah so I miss the old days when I could let everything just roll off me and not get to me it seems like now every thing that I used to be able to do that with is getting under my skin it makes me mad then I feel bad because I used to not get mad. Man I think I am stressed and like a year ago I never got stressed it just all piss me off so much. (Sorry could not think off better way to put that.)
Ok this is going to sound vain but I just looked at my face and I thing I have stressed breakouts man I like never get breakouts.
But on a happier not I got to see Laura tonight .
Oh and I beat Ben at a game of golf today I have never done that.
Well sorry about this boarding post but I just had to get it out.
Oh and if any of this is spelled wrong sorry is it 12:00 am
TTYL for now.

go

You know how like every thing is go green? well i was thinking about that the other day for us Christians it should be go God you get it? oh so you know how i have fish? well yesterday i was looking at them and i saw one kill the other one it was not cool at all i was so mad i liked the one that got killed so now i don't know what to do with the other one i don't want it to kill the rest of them what should i do? i just don't know. well i got to go.
TTYL for now.

so cool

Ok so I might be going to Florida sometime soon with my uncle and his family. And if I do go it will be my 1st time on an airplane my 1st time in Florida and my 1st time playing golf on and really golf course. It is going to be so awesome so a lot of 1sts lol. Oh and it will be my 1st time on a really Vacation. So pleas pray that if God wants it to happen that it will :)
So yeah that is all for now when I know more I will let you all know lol I am off to bed.
TTYL for now. (*)>

excited, nervous ,happy and sad.

Ok so I have been thinking about gradation a lot. I am excited, nerves ,happy and sad all at the same time about it.
So I am excited that I will be done with school, Nerves about the future, happy for the future, and sad that my childhood will be over.
So yeah I don’t really know what to think about gradation. And it is only like 2 mounts away. I can’t believe it man I am going to be a real adult soon it is so unreal to me.
Ok so on another note I have this rash like thing on my right hand but I don’t know how I got it or any thing it is really wired oh and it is only in one sport on my hand . But don’t worry if you touch me you won’t get it. So yeah I thought you all would want to know that lol.
Yeah so that is what i have been thinking about.
Well I am going to go now before I Wright something stupid or something like that lol.
TTYL for now